Missing You

I try to keep my mind on books
However I can't stop thinking of you...
The sweets memories you gave me
Although it was a very short time
But I felt it so sweet and comfortable..
I never Felt like this before..
When I sat beside you
I felt very happy.
Your Warmth ,your attractive actions
I can't forget..
I can't deny my feeling towards you either

However, you have her...
She is your loves,and she loves you too (I think)
How can I broke you two up?
No I cannot, and I Won't
I know your heart only have her but not me
I knew it clearly...I'm just a friend..a little sister to you...
But why am I still thinking of you every minutes, everytimes?
Why....I don't know
I was deeply attracted by your warmth.......

Besides....you are going back to studies...
Don't know when and where can we meet each others again...
You are currently in home
I want to find you...But how?
I have exam..I have to study...
After my exam? You will be continue your studies
How am I going To Find you?
I'm so confused..........
I don't have your Photo either...
Just have a very warmth image of you in my thought...
Will It fade?.....

I can't deny my feeling towards you....
What am I going to do now?
The desire to meet you will never change...
Will you know?
You would never know....

I thought of telling you my feeling
But I predicate that you will not accept it
And I don't want turn the sweets short memories into a Bitter memories
To aviod turning into a bitter memories
I choose to keep my feelings in my heart.....
Who knows?
Maybe one day I will tell you.....or Won't...

Do You know?
When I looked up the sky
I know....we are sharing the same sky...

Miss You A lot.........

Changed Hair Style

I went to to a Hair Shop

for making my hair another style

I was a little scared....

I'm scared ..what if after the hair making, Im not saitified?

What if it does not look beautiful?

and it cost much to me!!

(The price is a secret :p)

After the hair making.................

I am now look like this one

See? I feel very weird like this T.T

Can't Deny it This is my new look o.oI feel like I'm starting Apart from myself...T.T

Anyway I can't wash my hair for 3 days or my new hair style will be totally spoil :S

Matter I haven't post

Gosh~ I got many matter to post
Unfortunely I have no time
Not Even a Sunday!!
and my exam is coming soon
after the chinese new year holidays

The matter I want to post is
-Being a Yellow Team Leader
-Yellow Team Sport Selection
-Our Class Reunion Dinner
-Found The Truth

4 posts I haven't type!
x.x I think there is even more things coming up!
Works..Just pilling up like that
I'm Very Tired
Even don't have time to pratice Piano
And no printer to print out music sheet I want
And Now my Parent like to scold me Unreasonable
.....
Starting to depressing again....

What if my exam result not good?
What if my parent forbiddien all my activies?
What if I feel like crying?

I...Hate To Show My True Feeling...
I...Hate Crying..

Someone Faint!

At the time of addition math period, about 12:30+pm
As I were dozing in front of my seat...
Suddenly my teacher shout "How can you sleep that soundly in a period?"
I was frighten by his loud voice,I thought that he was scolding me
Thankgoodness Not...Then I thought was CK
No..Not CK..It's WL!!(Wei Liang)I were shocked too!
Because WL never sleep in class that soundly before!!
YY(Yong Yi) told us that he is very sick and even can't go to tuition
So We were laughting, We thought that wasn't serious

Then YY went downstairs to telephone his parent
Unfortunely It can't connect
YY rush to our class and told WL that he couldn't contact his parent
When YY want to wake up WL,
He just relise that HE WAS STILL SLEEPING SOUNDLY!
Then all of us started to wake him up
However NO USE!!!
His Face were all red in colour!

WE WERE TOTALLY STUNNED!!!
some of us, those helpful friends carried WL downstairs to the S.T. John's Room
S.t.John , math teacher, others teachers were downstair helping them
WL was totally unconscious!
Math Teacher ask us where he live
We told that he live in Peneng
Then our teacher ask "Is his father called "Zhao Tu Yuan"? He was my student before!"
We were shocked that our math teacher rememberance so good!
At that time I were too fear that my tears nearly fall down(but didn't)
I thought that we could have lost a friend
I think tha main reason is he is overwork and too much pressure
Luckly, WL woke up when he reached the room (JJ told us)
[JJ told us that his brain's vain is not good and even have to check up occationaly]
after he came up our class, he seems nothing happen
Phew~~that was really shock

Recently one of SQ's friends died because of the lung disease
and I think I known that person....
However I don't know the detail very much