Kingdom Hearts

I made this myself~beautiful or not? :)

math and bahasa malay totally screwed...
*sign*
Physic..teacher totally wanted to kill us :(
the last question was..x..x
English~i didn't do revision through..
don't know weather i woukd screw or not..
English not good enough~

for Others Subject..Go for it!!
i don't want to screw again...
Really...
i'm afriad of it

Anyway i decided to dismiss from my society..
too busy and ....
apparently,they don't like me...
fine~i go myself...

Recently my friends are really too much..
they won't group to me Grr..
i take her as my Bestfriend and she treat me like that???
Grr..i hate it!!and i ask her for grouping
then she said "sorry 5 people in a group,enough"
i was furious..then clam down and ask others again..
"You come too late.."
'Shaking his head'
"but we are already 5 people.."
OK! FINE!I NEVER MIND ONE!!!!
I DO THE REAPORT MYSELF!!
I BELIEVE I CAN DO BETTER THAN YOU ALL!!

_{you know MW....}

_{you are too much and you still do this to me?}

_{you..i hate you..}

_{why should i take you as my best friend?}

_{veryone treat me like that?}

_{you just think of yourself!!}

_{do you ever think about me?}

_{you are too much you know?!!}

_{and i still take you as my BeSt FriEnD?}

_{i hate everyone..i help everyone when in they need}

_{now everyone won't help me when i need}

_{Is this Call a friend????}

_{For get it~exam first~}

Exam coming..& Many things

Many things happen recently..
Yesterday my mom came back from Japan
She bought many Thingss!!
Wow~two bags for me and many sweets!
there also hv delicious chocolate!
maybe i will bring to you all when August!:)

Saturday my leg totally hurt!
that was because ...
i was punish by leaderss again!:S
i could hardly walk and going down stairs!
even i standing up and down also difficule..
ya their fault~i hurt because of the punishment~
after my mum knows it..
hah~she went to complain to the scout's teacher
the teacher wanted to find me and chat about it
but i was too busy so will chat another time :S
hmm..i'm little afriad it chatting to teacher~@..@
but anyway that's a good things haha
eveyone said
"wow!'very good'haha~hope your mum complain more abou it!"xD
i also thought that was vry good xD

Well..i +HQ+JK will particapate
Singing English Song contest :)
one boy two girls
but we haven't choose the song yet~
our Group name is..
BCG~haha(Boy Cute Girl) xD

Then i got punish from teacher because of breaking the rules~
haha because in com class cannot playgames
then i wanted to try something(game)
then Unfortunealy teacher caught me x..x
"You know the Rules right?"
Then because of the punishment
i hv to paid $5 T.T

The Big News is...
Unified Test!! T.T
i sleeping here and there and didn't managed to prepare it :S
and even i hv sometime...
still Slacking around?
Grr...I'm going to "kill"myself
and if i lock myself in my room..
i will doze off then...=.=
AAhhh....why am i like this :S

The Unified Timetable out:
28.7 Fri---Mathematic + Bahasa Malaysia
29.7 Sat---Physic + English
2.8 Thu---Biology
3.8 Wed---Chemistry
4.8 Thurs---Chinese

Thank goodness got
two more days to prepare :S
I'm very anxious :S

Oh ya~my webfriend
ask me to be his ..........
=.=i don't know~
but he said only playing not serious one~
should i ....?
actually we didn't know too much about each other
my friend said "You.....him lar,because only playing ~"
now he sms me and wanted to find me everyday :S
Then i told him after exam don't disturb me :S
hmm..don't know weather
this is a good news or bad news
but now don't hv time to think about this things
and maybe won't think about it
Exam 1st ok? :) that's my future

I'm going For My Exam!!
Wish me luck eveybody :)

[S]crew~

Nearly everytime i screwed..
i sleep so early ..about 9++pm
i'm really tired..maybe i doze off unknowly
+ my troublesome scouts work
that thing i hv to do at least 1-2hr..
i hate it..they give works even hv test on..

Even i hv time..
i till slacking around..:(
i hv to stop myself..Grr...
i think i hv to lock myself in the room..
and "kill"myself off~
then everyone no gonna to see me~

And..even i do my revision..
i don't know i will remember that things i read or not..
maybe i will forget?
because i usually rivise on..the bed~
maybe that's the reasons why i doze off :S
*sign*i don't wanna sleep..hv many thing wait for me to do
be the King Of Panda~
haha..

i will surely doom in the Unified test..
5days more..
i predicate after 5 days ..
i will doom then die..
my reasults are really...
x..x
*sign*depressing...

[B]iology [C]lass

Today's Bio class was rather interesting~
we hv to use our own blood to do an expierement
hmm a little pain lar~
then ..we were able to see our own
red blood cell and white blood cell :)
wow! that was really a interesting!
I'm late for the physic tuition
because of my brother ..Grr..
scolded him badly~

anyway~manything happen recently~
my new English teacher screwed..
because MY ask a question that she couldn't answer
the question was:"After 'not to' can use Gerunds or not?"
the new teacher can't answer it..
so..she ask Miss Penny to answer it..
actually Miss Penny was only about to see
how is she teaching..
so..Miss Penny helped her to explain
help her to do the demo..
after the explaining..she went out the class quickly..
we knew our new English teacher is going to doom..
maybe she will lose her career..
she was about to cry that time..

She is just a new teacher ok?
and everyone was like to bully her..
seems like everyone don't like her teaching..
but she is really good to us..
is just that..Her English Is Really Not good!
even she could spelling wrong!
erm..i think that was rather...
i forgot to say..
she is an India people~

BTW..talking about math homework..
I know i will be doom~
because i only done 10%~
no..even do not reach 10% at all..
troublesome scout work pilling up again~
even the exam is coming~
have to do it no matter what~
HaTe It!!

Unified exam is coming...
and..oh ya！
i nearly forget!!

TOMORROW HAVE NATIONAL SCIENCE COMPETITION!
i think i will surely screw~
because i haven't prepare even 1%
and the paper is all english one x..x
my english is not good enough~

..

No time to blog..
and maybe even i blog
nobody gonna go to see it
so blog for what?
just wasting my time..
anyway...i just sleeping +slacking around..

T.Rouble

Don't bother No worries
I thought that i won't worring anything anymore..
However..i hv to make a difficule decision..:(

Yesterday teacher told me that
our National Sports Competition
will held in Sarawak on 17th-19th August..
and we will take a flight back on 20th..
20th August..that's sound familiar..
WAIT!!there hv a program which is
very very important to me!
the program's travel day will be on 20th August too!!!
WHAT!!SAME DAY AS THE PROGRAM!!

nonono...how am i going to choose?
that's impossible for me to give up either one...
my honour to participate in NSC..
That's my last chance because NSC only held once in 4 years!
and it is difficule to participate in this NSC
my long jump results was good enough to participate it..
It's my very chance to participate in NSC!!
so..Impossible for me to give up!

My rarely chance..no..last chance for this program!!
and i hv promise everyone that
i will be there..
it is hard for us to meet each other!
this will be a good chance for us to gether!
so..also impossible for me to give up!

Then..anyway my decision is...
Two..i choose NSC and the program
i hv said it before,i won't give up either one
and..because of my decision..
my friends hv many comment of it :
"you hv to choose one"
"You can only go to one place"
"you hv to learn give up"
"your activity is too many and you..."
and even one of my friend said that
"You can only choose one or i won't care or bother about you anymore!"
so..now she is not going to bother me at all..
even i want to talk to her..

But anyway i hv made up my dicision
i won't change and won't be change.
IMPOSSIBLE TO GIVE UP!
and after my Unified Test..
i will think a way for this two important activity
no time to think it now

Recently..there are somebody who are likes to
talk about my bad things..
Grr..i hate it~
it's one of my teammates..:(
is it very fun of talking about others bad things?
However i choose not to bother these..
Boring things..
the more you bother,
the more worries you get..

I'm realy busy these days..
no time to chat with everyone..
no time to sleep..
no time to play..
everyday just keep rushing here and there
and also my endless homework
hv Chinese+Biology+Mathematic test
work + homework keep pilling up..
*sigh* exhusted..

exam coming+Final Match

Well..
Unified Test is coming soon..
i guess i won't hv much time to blog

So..talking about today..no yesterday
i planned the read more books..
but i slacking around..:(
maybe no mood to read...
and sleeping ..
playing com..

Hmm..actually nothing special today~
and i haven't done my homework..
oh ya!scout work!..forget it:P
do not hv much energy to do it anyway~

World Cup FINAL MATCH!
France vs Italy!!
I surely support France !
France will WIN!Zidane must Win!!

Wow!you know what?
they passed ball very quick!swift like that!
then Italy fault..
Zidane kicked penalty and..GOAL!
yes!that was 1:0..
but Italy was tough enough!they HEAD IN A GOAL!
NO!!i was shouting..and my father came out and scolded me
=.=anyway~that was 1:1
after Half time..
Then..Italy GoAl!!BUT WAIT!there was a FaUlt!
thankgoodness...still 1:1..
maybe penalty?i think..
the two team nearly goal every time!
Get going France!Go Zidane!
...Italy Free kick nearly Goal!..
France was..maybe they all exhusted~

Extra time now~
hope France will goal or will be penalty:(
France nearly Goal..that was..Aww..
Henry was change out!Aww...
Will this match end in penalty?
and..NNOOO!!!!
ZIDANE GOT RED CARD!!!(110min)
he..used his head hit someone!:((
No!!did i see wrongly?
and..it's after second period extra time:(
Penalty Shoot Out!No!that's not i wanted:(
France 2nd penalty ball didn't goal..
That made Italy a Big Chance..
At the End..
ITALY WINS 5-3 PENALTY SHOOT-OUT!!
NNOOOO...

So..was watching them took the World Cup..
Italians were Delighted!!
Look,the scene is beautiful!Snow were falling..
see how happy they are!
They hv won 6 times of World Cup..
However,these happiness does not belong to France..
France..*sigh*..Zidane's out has change the Destiny
Aww...I was disappoint..was surely that France will win..
Totally Disappoint:( :( :( :(
2006 Germany Fifa World Cup Finished at last..:(

anyway..when i look at the time..
it is 5:15am x..x
I haven't sleep yet~

Ole..le..Ola..la..
Predicate that i will surely doze off on the class~
x..x

zc's Birth

Today is 7.7(July)
Wow!
got 3 person Birthday!!
PY,Le Ying ..
and of course i won't forget Zhicong ^^
I will give you all present next time we meet!
maybe at Exchange?
I think so :)

Got cca today~
i ..still hate it..
still...unhappy about it..
i was injured and cannot do the rabbit jump punishment
(the serious injured on my foot was on 24th Jan till now when the long jump)
usually when they want to punish me..
i just did pumping because of injured foot
now i hv recovered now..
so today's punishment i did rabbit jump~
you know what they said?
"oh?you can rabbit jump already??i thought you were injured?"
"your injured foot can play basketball and cannot jump?"
"i think your injured foot hv already recovered..why you still.."
ok now..they were sarcasm at me..
anyway there are too many complicated things..
i hate them..Grr..
but there is nothing i can do...

Then after my cca~
i went for piano class~
totally screwed~~
anyway~nearly screw everytime~xD
because i usually didn't pratice piano

After that was my chemistry tuition
Fun!!xD

Friday is the busiest day after all~
that's my timetable :
after sch ..
cca till 4pm and reach home about 4:30+pm
didn't hv time to bath because hv to prepare some piano things
then piano 5:30pm till 6:30pm
and reach home about 7pm(haven't bath yet)
then i rush my dinner+bath..
8pm till 10pm is my chemistry tuiton
then..
finally..got back home..
and rush for World Cup latest news xD

anyway 10:30+pm now
zc haven't online
can't wish birthday to him
But wait!he is online nowxD

How about my homework?
my mum is nagging now:(

Burden

Italy vs Germany
2:0!!
Germany lost!!
no..

I went to hospital to take out my teeth bracket!
i was delighted!
and my teeth looks beautiful!
didn't hv burden!:)

then 4pm..
i hv to go to hospital again for some checking..
i thought it would only a checking..
then..
the doctor just put a retainer into my teeth..
i feel i hardly talk hardly eat or what..
(retainer is a thing that blocking my tongue)
you know what the doc said?
"you must put on this retainer for about 6 month
and must 24hours.."
What!!is that mean i should wear..
even i'm eating..even i talking..
and i could HARDLY pronunce when i wear this retainer..
6 MONTH!!WEARING RETAINER!!
HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE THIS 6 MONTH?
i can't pronunce better..
i can't eat hardly food..
eating is difficule..talking more difficule..
and i hv to command my TEAMATES!!
Surely..because of my pronunce..
they will LAUGH at me!!..
no ..i don't want..
i could easily cry if they laugh at me..
i hate it..but..what can i do?
i just only can wear this retainer till after 6 month..
and tolterate with all laughter..
Will i live through this 6 month?

August..hv many programme and activity..
i hv to wear it either..i won't talk..
i fear that everyone will laugh at me..
i won't talk..

does this mean i hv to cry everyday?
maybe in class i won't..
but..in my society..maybe..i will easily cry..
in my society..everyone look down on me..
why i still stay in my society?
Why?i don't know?what is the purpose of staying in??
no..i don't know..
maybe..that's my responsibility...
Responsibility?NO!that's ...

*sigh*
i don't wanna talk anymore..
talk more will make me more sad..
talk more will make me cry
talk more will...
am i permissitic?

I...HaTe..ThIs..
maybe..
I wIlL gO aWaY..One Day..

Troubling

Today totally...Aww..
I was dozing in the class..
i don't want but..
i was too tired!

Afternoon..Sports Pratice..
and i totally screwed=.=
my leg didn't hv much ATP to run:(
and..No theory ClaSs!!
oh!i was very delighted
thought that i can went back home quickly..

Unfortunaly..mum hv something on..
mum went to pay the handphone bill..
What did i see?my hp was $32.55
and you know...my bro hp was..$298.45!!
WOW!SO DEAR!!i don't know why my bro used that much!!

Then we went to a computer company..
(i drag my mum there)
well..i was asking my mum..
to buy a webcam and a speaker for msn one..
then...i didn't success:(
getting scolded by mum badly too!!
maybe after paying the hp bill..her mood was..
she said that i hv to get good results & good behavior or..
she won't but it for me..=.=

Anyway..these days i can easily cry
and easily happy..easily angry..
i will angry on others unreasonably..

maybe got too much pressure and too much work..
i can't achieve my goal either..
and homeworks is pilling up like that..
scoutswork? i don't think i will care about it..

Maybe i will collapse one day..
but..before i achieve my goal..
i won't collapse..
i won't give up that easliy..
I will do my best!:)
give me all your wishes!!
i will pull up my socks !
Wish me luck!:)

Well..
my unified test will held on 28 July!!
SO QUICK!!

tomorrow will be..xD
three days later will be..xD
want to know?hehe
Guess it:)!

2nd exhibition

Because of getting scoleded yesterday..
i hv to go to scout there all day..
anyway~that wasn't bad at all:)
i explain many scouts things to ppl:)
then luckly..i met the 1981 "Agong Scout"!
wow!cOol! :) i was so lucky!

our sch exhibition end at 2pm
^^ the sch exhibition ended at last!
we all exhusted!!
so we decided to go to Shopping together:)
MW angry unreasonly..
that was fun!:)

i doze off after i came back home without eat my dinner
i woke up and..
msn and eating my dinner at the same time xD
we were playing webcam xD
i was able to see my friend new room:)
it is nice!!
because of too late..
getting scolded by mum of course..
then she was about to hit me=.=

sch exhibition 1st day

Getting scoled by partner again~
saying that i'm not responsible
because i was at exchange there
scolede deadly~
I 'm cold to them that time~
if i go there is not fair to exchange
because scout there was more ppl doing it!
blah blah blah...i don't care about them anyway~
Then..ALL LEARDERS WAS ABOUT COMING THERE TO SCOLD ME!
thank goodness i was explaining something to customers~
so they unable to scold me
I hv given all my time to exchange ppt one~

I service+doing work till 4pm
then 5pm
I was one of the holder of it~
my partner still glare at me..forget it~
anyway the cars just keep coming,non-stop..
and many of them do not hv the exp~!
so at the 1st screwed..
but after some times it's smooth again~
and when after a small assembly..
Leader+partner were scolding at me..
saying that -I 'm very not responsible on my scout work
-I have give them very bad image..
-I'm heartless...
ok now..who is not heartless?
and i hv many things to do and not as same as you all!
i have doing many things and you all just said i done nothing...
i won't do anything on that things because...
even i did it..you all just said i done nothing!
so who is too much?...
i hv to responsible to many things you know!!
you all just can't understand me..
you know what they said?
"If you want to dismiss from scouts you can do it anyway~"
"Busy is not a reason"
"You didn't have any good reasons at all!'
"The reason isn't a reason)"
They are crazy
but..they say something right..
maybe i was little too much..
they said made myself bad image in front of them..
maythey were right..

Anyway..
After our service it's about 10:45++pm
i quickly gone home for..
watching England vs Portugal..
I bet on England..
Unfortunaly..I lost..
England lost :( oh my god..
Beckham was exhusted:Owen is injured..
and..Rooney got RED CARD!! :(
they end in penalty.. 3:1
so..i own a present to zc =.=