[R]ivision

My revision..
*sign not going smoothly...
but anyway managed to achive some of my goals :)
so if i can't achive all of it
I think is better..
Exam period..I don't wish to online
but to do my com's work
Dreamweaver..a little ..no..a troublesome to me...

I find that I can't rivision at Dawn
even I took a long nap...
So that proof that Dawn isn't a good time ti do rivision..

Anyway..still got some relationship problem...
*sign*i choose not to bother it exp after exam
Final Exam is my LiFe...
ok,Whatever~my friend told me something
thk to that friend
but now I choose not to bother the matter first
so i gave an excuses~I didn't go
sorry my friend~I don't want to bother this matter
except after exam...

So Lucky Green Prawn give me more energy
A little Saitified now...:P
Quote:
"How can Rivision finish one?"
Ya,Rivision is endless.
got to go to do my hw now :S

_No] [S]ubject_

Again....
someone was wispering in others ears
...........
............
Wondering what was they whispering~
hmm...
"Later you go and tell him"
"Hmm...ok.."
(chatting softly)

Actually i know what is happening~
some ppl who is not happy with me
and i don't know why some ppl not happy with me
Whatever~i don't care about it
(I'm saying I don't care but still got some unhappy about it)
They want to hv a gathering
and someone don't want me to go
whispering with him and her
Ya I know~someone don't want me to go
One of my friend told me not to worry about this
My friend said that he has solved this problem
Hmm....anyway if i go
someone will unhappy

But I findthat if i don't go to gathering
I can do my Own things
Sleeping,Online,watching Anime...etc...
Enjoying~~~ :P
Haha~

Naively thought some ppl will come
Apperently~things will change suddenly
"I think I won't go,because~~"
Ya right~Here just nothing to play
Maybe the main reason is
Offence somebody~
A haha Very amusing
Very funny hahaha Very amusing haha
Offence Somebody?
The fact is ,someone is hurting friend
yet someone said that don't wish his/her friend hurt~
Ahaha~Very Amusing & funny
Laughing~~~
Guess just do my Own things is better

"If they are your good friend they won't say
bad things behide you~
If they are your good friends they will say
In front of you and tell you to change your bad behaviour"
These words from best friend
keep repeating in my ears

+.[N]o Subject.+

Well...
there days some ppl are really weird
I'm alike that person?
Huh?what?
hmm..maybe ...
so i think i must change myself or else...
anyway,I'm not alike that person ok?
Do I made it CLEAR?
ok,now what~
some ppl are really not happy with me~
what had happen?I asked myself
but the fact is i didn't talk too much with them
Yet they don't like me?
very weird...
anyway thk to those who tell me about some personal things
i willsurely change if you don't like ok?:)
i will try my best!

About some ppl not happy with me....
i discussed with my friend about this thing...
she just said
"Now I don't wanna hear you and their relationship anymore,
Because is very Boring about that,
And I think if they are your good friends...
They won't say those bad things about you..
If they are,They will say it out...
In front of you and tell you to change..."
I stunned when i heard these words..
I think she said it right!
if those are my good friends they won't do this
and won't say those things to me....
Now she has solved my problem and my mistery!
ThankYou! :)

Last Sunday we had an exchange programme
with Hua Ren High School
that was ...some fun and also some lame lor...
no time to post too much~
and maybe nothing to say about it xD

Exam period!
Oh my god!
I don't wanna open my com and do my Dreamweaver(sch work)
because once i online
I can't control myself and stuck on com
-.- Ya right That's true
I don't want online but i hv to -.-
(Com's work fault)

I feel very relax after quitting my scout society
also fell guilty and sad
can't bear to leave them *sign*
But remember that's for my own good :)

Homeworks is getting more and more
I just can't finished..HELP!!
Exam?my situation..
Math ...I sill bluring..
B. Malaysia also Still...:S
Chemistry..Oh my god...I don't know..
Biology..hv to read more..
Physic..Hv to do more lesson and read more
Chinese..read read read and read or else...
English?hmm..can just take 1 hour to read :)
My results...This is the FINAL EXAM!!
IF MY RESULTS KEEP GOING LIKE THIS...
SOMETHING REALLY BAD WILL REALLY HAPPEN!

So I just want to beg my Computer's work...
Finish quickly..I fear that I stuck on com..
Erm..I will try my best to get good results..
You too..Good luck :S

A [F]urious Day for [M]e

Today i'm furious ....
Grr...Totally furious+angry

At the first,
I was concentrate reading a sch magazines
and when i was in the story..
Suddenly a chalk hit me -.-
My friends were playing and hits me accidently
I seems not happy that time
till want to scold and give a face to my friend
They don't even apologise :(
but I tolterated it
and keep silence reading the story again..
I didn't feel well...

Finally it's 3rd recess, I think..
after the toilet,
one of my teammate came to my class to find me
I wonder why he came upstairs..
Hmm... maybe because of I'm quitting the society...
He saw me and Shouted Loudly

quote:
"LEE WEENA,Why you Want to Quit?
You Told All Of Us not to Quit But you
Quit The Society Yourself!Not Fair!
You Cheat me!You Betray Us!
You left All of US!
And Why you want to leave all Of Us?!"

OH MY GOD!He was in my class and shouting like that??!!
Everyone stare at us -.-
Anyway this things everyone will know it sooner or later
Because The announcement hv already given out
So i won't mind it anyway~
I just smile to him and Said
"It's hard for you to understand"
He ran away quickly.....
The outer of myself seems nothing..
but the inner....
I'm sad,I can't bear to leave...
Actually I quit the society for many reasons
(I hv said it or post it already)

So Don't blame me my teammates...
You don't know what was happening...
and..hard for me to explain..
Ya,I betray all of you ok?
When You need me the most ,I leave
That's your reasons
But do everyone thinks that
When I Need Everyone The Most,Everyone LEaVe
Betrayer? :P
Forget it,Time will let it pass...

Another matter..
After my Physic tuition..
My friend called me..
It's about the Sunday performance...

quote:
Red for me;Blue for my friend
"Do you dare to wear to wear the two lines singlet?"
"Singlet?Arh~no..i don't think i will wear it"
"So she and she will wear the singlet"
"What?So where is my dance place when the performance?
Isn't my dance place at the most in front ?"
"Ya,so you have to change your performance with her.
And we've already bought the shirts and long loose socks,
all together is $35,everyone must pay themself.So you will
wear red shirt that day,ok?"
"But...ok..:("
(I was really furious,but didn't say anything)

OK,now what?they discuss the matter themself
WITHOUT LETTING ME KNOW!
What will happen if I'm not accept?!
They hv already bought the things
and no matter what,
I hv To ACCEPT it?!?!
Only 5 person perform
not an big matter ok?
Why don't let me know?
Grrr....FuRiOuS..:(
So That's Why Some People Don't Want
To Copperate With Someone~!

But no matter what the things already happen
and No use for me to "bargain"
If I did it will only break our relationship
So now I hv to do is...
Silently Learn the dance
Silently perform
Silently let it pass
just tolterate it....only 4 days...
The fact is I'm Very FURIOUS!
Grrr....just put inside my heart
*Humph* no alternaltive

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**[T]he FINAL [D]ecision**

No time to post yesterday..
I'm busy with those reports...
Renal reports--nearly done
Sabbaticals reports--haven't get done
12.9 is our summary exam :S
still got biology test
plus rivision...
I haven't total how many things i haven't get done~x_x

About yesterday...
I was considering about want to quit my society or not
i hardly made my decision..
next year i will be the upper leader
one of the 5 upper leader who will lead this society
but it's got it's disavantages & avantages~

Disavantages
-will be more busy
-no freedom
-unhappy
-pressure
-can't concentrate on something
-worring works will get done or not
-more depress :S [hv many exp like that]
-even you hv done your work BEAUTIFULLY,you still get scold
-unfair
-everyday got punishment
[normally 30~150 times,pumping or rabbit's jump]
-gets many Troublesome workss
.....too many and i can't list it out :P

Avantages
-a chance to be an upper leader
-learn how to lead everyone
[actually already learn when being a Team Leader]
-learn how to be a leadership
-can scold/punish somebody in society
[I don't think this is an avantages -.-]
-get more avantages from teachers or marks
[If you do better in other society still the same]
...hmm...i can't think anymore avantages~
because of too LITTLE~
so seems like disavanteages is more than avantages~

That's what I wrote~
and those who KNOWS ME WELL will surely
advise me to resign from this society
Reasons are very simple
everyday they sees me running here and there
everyday they sees me dozing in the class
everyday they sees me rushing those society work
everyday they sees me can't concentrate on studies
everyday they sees me like this
Simply They will understand how I feel
understand how I'm so tired
Works get done still hv to get scold
Very unfair,someone done a little things
will get upper leaders appriciate
I hv done many things,but can't get~
fine,nvm about that
Apperently they are very unfair~
and this society is lead by Students[upper leader]
NOT lead by Teacher!

So yesterday I Discussed about this to the teacher in charge
I think We hv discussed about 2 hr~
When i sit down,I hv said about many things for 20min!
wow~i was surprise that I can simply talk that much!
at first, the teacher don't know want to say what to me~
hah~I think she was a little shocked..hehe

She said I'm struggling to resign or not resign
must hv something make I like the society
hmm..something i like?seems like don't have lie~
I hv been thinking about what thing do i like~
the answer is...to be an upper leader or chairman
that's what i want~:P
but will be more busy and i hate those works
so is impossible for me to be upper leader~

She said my results was not good
because i can't managed the time well
and not ThiS society problem~
hah~who say the society is not a problem?
Its a BIG PROBLEM~:P
I'm different because i hv to read many times to remember
The FACT is i'm not an intelligent person

She said" you hv been in scout for 4 years
I think you know scouts is getting more and more bad
so if you resign scout now,Let me say straight forward..
That's means you BETRAY scouts,because
When the scout need you the most,you go away"
hey~did she said betray?
hah~so funny :D haha~haha~amusing isn't it?
need me the most i resign and that's called betray~
wow~you can say that?
When i need EVERYONE the most
WHERE IS EVERYONE?
so can I say THEM ALL BETRAY?

haha~They don't want me to resign because
I hv a lot of USES~
heh,because I hv ability than those person
but they don't like me that is because
I'm BETTER than them~:P
I got 10 badges,the best team badge,
the best results badge,and army boots
in one year.
to get those badges hv to get through many exam
not everyone got that aim to get it
I can get it means i hv more ability
Then they said I'm proud~
hah~very funny ,I'm better than you all
means I 'm very proud?
they can even said like that
"You think you are the best? *Blah*"
Did i say I'm the best?
They jealous :P haha~

whatever,when they are going to USE me
they will want me~
but when they don't want to USE me
just throw me beside there~
hello~I'm not a thing,I'm a person ok?
Don't know what they are thinking about~

Well..
anyway the final decision is
RESIGN for my own good :)
don't hv any worries by then~:P