[T[hings are Getting [C]omplicated

Sorry~
I 'm really no time to post about
our exchange program in Singapore...
I 'm really tired and too many things to do..

Now rushing my homework..
and two reports...T.T
--Renal Report
Must pass up these few days ..
but i don't think i will done it..
--Exchange report
Must pass up before exam
That's means before12.9
That's impossible to finish this...*sigh*

Except my two report...
my homewok haven't finished too...
because of went to MICSS(aka National Sports Competition)
my homework is more than others...
anyway i didn't get a medal instead...{SaD..}
There were 26ppl participating in triple jump :S
actually i can get into finals..
But i could only blame myself for CArElEss..
Mybest results was 8.7m..

.......
Didn't even get a chance to rest...
I can't finish my home work in one day..
tired..so i usually doze off
and do my homework after i woke up {about 1-2am}
*sigh*...

after the exchange program...
my friends said"you do not seems happy after this program.."
They even said I seems MoRe depress after this program..
Ya that's true...
Reasonss:
1)Too many compltcated things happen
2)Because of can't finish my homework
3)Society things..(I lost $80++,they don't want pay me back)
4)Exam is coming soon
5)Works are getting more and more..
6)MissInG EveryOne Too MuCh..
......

I'm confusing in everything..
StrEsS..from myself+work+personal+..relationship..
I'm very confuse...
*sigh*..
Perhaps I shouldn't think too much..
but still can't gelp myself..

I'm wating for my freedom day..15.9..
I'm going to get our from my society~
Wow~how happy am I :)

Reports must pass up soon...
Homeworks must pass up soon..
Exam is coming soon...
and..I'm dying soon..
Didn't even get a chance to breath...

MisTery things to Solve..
I must Solve this..but gotta someone help me through..
If i can't solve this mistery....
i will be more depress....
still thinking....
Should I SolVe This MisTery?

*sigh*
Tomorrow will be my rushing day :S

[S]inging Comp+Going [T]ravelling

Today singing contest totally screwed
you know~~
when 3 of us were on the stage
we were very anxious~
then nearly forgot how to sing :S
and there were only our voice,no song
oh ya~our song was "Swear it Again"
JJ was really amusing~
I and Hq nearly laugh on the stage!!
so ..when i sang the "I want you forever and ever and more"
ppl who knows me was starting to laugh at me =.=
(because these ppl i known one & normally they like to tease us)
then we laugh and sang at the same time :S
aiya~~~
actually 3 of us knows that there won't be a chance
for us to go into final~
we just went on the stage to "play"
haha~
but go to stage "play" must hv more courage oh~:)

afternoon....
after my computer class
i went and wanted to train for my long jump..
unfortunely...the 5 ppl who come from other sch
were traning there...
oh my god!!
i was little not happy about it..
my hair was mess~-.-
*sigh*

anyway tomorrow maybe 10pm
i going to school and will go to KL at 2:00am
then fly to Sarawak!
wow~i'm little excited about this NSC :)
i got a jacket+small bag+shirt...
eveyone who will go to the comp will surely get this :)
you know~
20 sports player going to Sarawak
and all to gether the sch have to given out $1,3000!!
Wa!!!so expensive!!:S
if we can't get a medal then...:S

AAHhhh.....
so now...i don't hitnk i will sleep today
have many things to do :
-return library book(already 1 week haven't returned-.-)
-fee of food :S
-Biology report..(HAVE TO PASS UP TOMORROW!)
-Chemistry Note(same as bio report :S)
-the fee of our teamates (scout's one-.-troublesome)
-pack the things which travelling to Sarawak
-pack the things which travelling to Sg
AnD so now i hv to pack 11days luggage
NSC16th-20th
(20th..after reach Muar Rush to Sg)
SEP20th-26th
(Aww..can't stay one more day ...)
and..one thing...
i haven't discussed with Sg friends where to meet!!
Aww...
i Wish to see them T.T

OK!that's all!
I'm not going to sleep today what xD
(not that i don't want to sleep
many things haven't get done)
and hv tuition at 8pm-10pm too
Will i able finish these things???

[A]fter [E]xam

wow...
so long i never post le
been busy and lazy these days...
and just now i hv typed my posts
then i pressed the wrong stupid thing...
then my posts all gone =.=
ahhhh....... Crazy...x..x

About my Unified Exam:
Math, screwed and was really low low marks
Chemistry, DOOMED
Bahasa Malay ,also died
Physic, i wrong carelessly or i won't be screwed T.T
Chinese and Biology results haven't out

Saturday....
my exam hv just finished...
and I hv got a "serious" sick..
Fever 40 degree+Sore throat+headache
wa i nearly die..
felt like dying..:S
i suddenly cold and suddenly hot
then i just felt like fire is burning me
plus my headache...seems wanted to rupture with me
then all my body parts really ache and hot
and I didn't hv engry to move..
even I cannot talk because of sore throat
i felt like dying that time x..x
And also feel like I was in Hell~
thankgoodness after took some vitamin C and a nap
a little better after that but I was still weak..
My father took me to see doctor
After taking some medicine ..huh..

At night i recieved JH call
He said thatEnglish Speech Contest will be held on Monday!!
oh my god!!Aaaahhh.... x..x
I haven't touched it and it's two days away!
am i going to screw this contest?
and yet i still watching tv series
haha xD

Sunday...
i was sick so i woke up at 9+am..
so late eh? xD
I was reading my speech
and slacking around xD
Thne my friend JJ came
the first thing he did is..looking for eat ^^"
[really a pig xD]
then he played my com
JH came after a while
WL said that he will come to swim :)
While waiting WL,I and JJ accompany JH
It was so pity that i can't swim and
JJ didn't brought his colthes~
JH splashed water at us ^^"
then JJ wanted to tese him back
so he took JH's bag away xD
then we ran to the playing ground and waiting for WL
After WL come ,we went to swimming pool
we were chatting and playing :)
That was really fun!
But..Aww...the time was really fast :(
they have to go back home:(

At the night...
I was supposed to read my English Speech~
then i was stucked by the television series Again haha
then i watch till 9pm ^^"
and for the speech...
i was too tired to read so i dozed off till...

Monday..
thank goodness i was able to finished my speech! Yeah!
but when i nervous i will forget ... x..x
the time has come :S
i was number15
5..6..9..13..
ah...my turn!!!@_@
.....
.....
huh~3finally English Speech contest finished
YES!!:) :)
It went smoothly~but a little bit gramma gone wrong~:S
maybe i was too nervous T.T
don't know weather i will get to the final or not~

Math tuition...
There was a sorrow atmospheric :S
that is cecause of the exam results...
teacher was really disappoint...
she was really sad...
she said that I was optimistics..
*sign*..
is that so??...

Actually the inner and outer self are different..
it's different..you won't know it..
I'm depressing..because of results..
this time is really really bad...
...I just can blame myself..
the truth of myself is pessimistic..
that's only the outer of myself..*sign*

if weren't YOU..i could able to get good marks..
All your fault..It's true...
you said you will take me to here and there when
I go to your place..
No..you didn't do this..
you ..just ignore me...
you know why i cried 6 times when the results was out..
because I afriad..I fear..I scared..I cannot see you
but at last i was able to go out...
and went to your place..you didn't say anthing..
but your action proof that.. .....
After i came back home i didn't cry
I was too sad to cry..disappoint..
my mood spoiled by you..really..
but you won't know that..
next term..i didn't hv enegry to study..
That's your Fault!!!!!!!
......................
I'm saying too much..no use to say this..
you won't know..
and even you know you will ignore..
many of my friends knows you..
But they don't know how you treat me...
...forget it..I don't hv feeling on you ..
and NEVER!!!

Anyway if you are interesting about this "Story"
you can msn me,you surely know who is that people
oh ya~ppl wants to know must hv trustworthiness
yet hv to see weather i hv time to say or not~

OOpss I'm saying too much~:S